Yesterday night, I wasn’t feeling well, I was feeling dizzy .. maybe I’m not drinking enough water …
I was sitting beside a wall … and a bug crawled by …
I killed it … I crushed it as hard as I can and as fast as I can…
I’m so cruel no!!!
No .. I’m not …… Read More Don’t burn me when I die … : People and Thoughts
Think of this … “We, humans, are made to appreciate, to seek for things that please us, things that make us feel comfortable”. We always choose the options that are positive, options that are less harmful to us. and we make tons of those in a day … Honda or Hyundai, Tea… Read More Remember, there is no You or I : People and Thoughts
If it’s night time, you are on your bed and you are trying to sleep .. it’s best time to really dive deep and think on this topic much seriously… BTW, do you know that you get more emotional or you think more at night than you think of something in a day ! That’s… Read More What is your life made up of ? People and Thoughts
Do you dream ?… Read More Why you should not dream ….
Note: Even after being a developer and understanding behind the scenes of working of OLA and UBER like services, I get frustrated everytime I book a cab and that frustration has let to write up of this article. By no means I am blaming any of the above services. I’m not highlighting any content in… Read More Why OLA and Uber aren’t growing well in India/ Why OLA/UBER seem to be worst services in India
. . I had a dream.. A dream in which I was tied to the tree and was being beaten up like anything for no reason. I had no expressions on my face. I was just looking at those devils. and that brought me to this thought… . . What if death is just about… Read More I had a dream …
I’m regular visitor of Medium ( http://www.medium.com) . I like to read topics of my choice there. Yesterday, I just filtered all the posts by topic “self” and I observed that one of the frequent sub-topics was “depression”. There were 100’s of posts talking about how do you overcome depression and be happy in life.… Read More Can we please stop suggesting others about dealing with depression !!!
I was looking out from the gallery of our office, I saw group of people going by, a butterfly flying around, a spyder weaving its net quietly near me ….Everything went blurred and my thoughts occupied all of my mind … Thoughts of that child playing on the terrace in one of the buildings. He… Read More I mean Really ? Don’t say yes …
Serious Note: If you are soft hearted or an over-thinker, please avoid reading this article. I as a writer of this post am not responsible to any issues that might occur after reading this article… This article is based off of all my readings about how it feels to die based upon different researches… Read More What we know about near death experiences … NOT FOR EVERYONE
Note: Don’t want to be rude but this article really needs your true concentration to understand. If you are into something already, it’s okay if you don’t read it right now. But when you do, please be here understanding every single word. Take time to understand and think… So here’s the thing. Science has proved… Read More This is why your life doesn’t work your way …people and thoughts
These are mere words but they leave a very high impact on the person spending time, efforts and skills in completing those tasks. Appreciation and acknowledgement are highly under rated in IT industry therefore there is a need to set it as a practice to put proper salutation and part of management training to let higher authorities… Read More Thank you…Well done ..Good Job..!!
Everyone over here is more or less fond of travelling.. With enormous progress, we have different ‘Modes of Transportation’ as we studied in our school books. Whenever we travel, we meet new bunch of people, interact with barely known but unknown human species…. Intensity of interaction differs with different mode of commute and according to… Read More Journey…that might define you..!!
How are you ? Its been long since you haven’t talked to me ..isn’t it ? If you are gonna say , “I’m fine” then leave it … Do you have any honesty left ? or you have lost all of it ? “I’m fine !!!”… why are you living with this absolute lie? .… Read More Self in the mirror ….
Privacy …just a mere word but keeps huge amount of significance for those who understand it. Recently I came to know about an incident and that was shocking as hell…seriously I was not able to get out of it just thinking about how that person might have felt who has experienced it. In the so… Read More Are we really grown ups…?
Human world is not an easy place to live in. We have to feed ..
it’s not just physical food, its mental food ..status, wealth, opinions, people etc..
hunger of the body is nothing compared to hunger of the mind.There’s our unlimited desires meet with limited source of mental food.… Read More Why meditation is absolutely necessary to every-one of us … people and thoughts way 🙂
Every single soul in this universe is different from each other but still there are few similarities. Each one of us has different goals and diverse range of mindsets to work upon them. But we all have that innermost inspiring energy of ours which pops out every now and then to remind plus encourage us… Read More Time actually flies …
During my entire life cycle till date, I just got the privilege to drive bicycle on my own. Otherwise there were always somebody or anybody who were always there to provide the pick up and drop facility (without any applicable charges :-p). You can take a minute and laugh as much as you want, I… Read More Be the driver of your life…
Dream that keeps you awake at night is the dream you should follow…right ? No ! A dream without a plan and continuity of your involvement in achieving it is just a wish …it’s not a dream !!! How many of you have those crazy dreams ? What is your dream? You know, your parent… Read More Whats wrong with your life ? : People and Thoughts
I was crossing a road, I’m in the middle of crossing it, suddenly a guy looses his mind and bumps his car right next to the divider I’m standing on … I literally felt the death in-front of me … This whole world, it is full of uncertainty. No algorithm, no human being on the… Read More Life filled with uncertainty…people and thoughts
Few days/years back, It was tough surgery for doctors because they had to transplant cornea of a man, who lost his sight when he was 3 years old because of the small explosion. For the first time, camera’s were there to witness the moment when that man was about to see the word for the… Read More This is what happens when a blind person suddenly gets eyes … : People and Thoughts
Ah! you forgot to write comment here at line no 233. Correct that and check it in … “Nothing can be quite so useful as well placed comments ” .. hmm… comments !!! Really ? I have been writing code since last 3 years..but every-time my manager asks me to write comments, I hate… Read More Code or Comments : People and thoughts
One of the fundamental things that most of the people don’t understand is that “If you want it great, it takes time !!!” If you go to gym, you work out and … and you come home, look in the mirror …and you see nothing ! you see no change in yourselves.. The other day,… Read More Why it doesn’t work for you? : People and Thoughts
So I was having a tea alone outside the office and I hear this word called ‘Rasher’ which basically is an eatable (thin slice of bacon). Now I haven’t heard of this word before, I couldn’t imagine what it is, how it looks etc. I can’t even imagine how it tastes because I don’t even… Read More Why Machine learning seems to be going in the wrong direction : people and thoughts
I know, Everyone has desire to achieve something in life. Everyone wants to be something for someone, I mean, who doesn’t like success? But only few of us are able to achieve it … The reason? The reason we don’t succeed to complete the path to our desire is because we are lazy.. I mean… Read More This is why we aren’t yet successful ! – people and thoughts
Oh man! Same lunch again…
I was looking at the dinner and it was like, “I don’t wanna eat anything, it’s okay!”.
You will understand these feelings if we have been at hostels during your education.
Life seemed so much difficult every time I went for my meal. First of all the meal is so much spicy, that reddish gravy, those fixed combos of vegetables and on top of that, my acidity…… Read More Sequence of life : people and thoughts
I always thought I wanted piece of my mind and that’s why I’m on earth but I never knew …
I never knew that ..
” Hell is on earth” … Read More I never knew…
Along the life till now, I’ve learnt that there are going to be few things in life you have no control over.. I feel such things constantly… It has become part of my life . This thought that the only thing in this world you have control over is your own..this thought keeps me conscious.… Read More Controlled freaks …. people and thoughts
It was late night when she got up in between and noticed some disturbance around shrubs in the garden. It was her again … a cat . A cat running badly with all that fear of dying … because its that crazy evil dog who was eager to catch her … It wasn’t long since… Read More Fear of nothing !!!
I was on the terrace last night, talking to my mom…and we see a couple gossiping louder enough that I was able to hear it from terrace. They were not gossiping, they were quarreling. ‘You did this, you did that, you are not ideal husband, you are not perfect’… I heard these words and they… Read More Are you perfect? Does that even matter?
How many times do you tell yourself that you want to be alone !! Let me ask you .. If God or someone gives you that opportunity, will you be really able to be alone on earth ? Let me tell you the truth …No matter who you are, we all are those controlled freaks… Read More Why you should watch magic : People and Thoughts
I love being in my own thoughts. I love going deep into things with what I see, what I understand and what I perceive. My brain simply doesn’t discard usual things people discard.
I was looking out from the cab’s window, listening to the semi mute voice of air leaking through window and Outside, I see some girls alongside road. Almost all of them had expensive dresses, high hill sandals etc and one of them was standing out..Because she was poor. She was wearing simple dress with relatively less make up.… Read More You are looking beautiful …Sari vs Skirt : People and Thoughts
Note: Not for over thinkers… I have named my internal existence as “Frank”. Here’s what Frank usually asks me again and again !!! Frank: Mukesh..!!! You know, stop faking happiness. I’m frank, you can’t fake me that..at least you should know this ..Tell me, why do you avoid yourself ? . Mukesh: No I don’t… Read More A rude Pastor : People and Thoughts
Training the mind to be peaceful is quiet difficult… Stopping thoughts itself is disturbing as human mind is extremely sensitive. Here’s how you keep yourself peaceful. Imagine yourself sitting on the side of a busy road. Passing cars represent thoughts and feelings. All you have to do is to sit there and watch the cars .… Read More How to keep your mind peaceful ? People and Thoughts
. . अगं ऐकलंस का…….? आज बंटीची बस येणार नाहीए. मला वेळ नाही. त्याला शाळेतुन तुच आण. *कारण तु घरीच असते…..* अगं माझा मोबाईल चार्जर सापडत नाही, battery low आहे, तुझा फोन नंतर लाव. तुझा चार्जर मला दे. *कारण तु घरीच असते……* आज मला लवकर office ला जायचे आहे , आधी पेपर मला दे. तु… Read More कारण तू घरी असतेस
Your heart skipping a bit might not be a sign that you are in love, it might mean that you have asthma. Not talking it as a joke but really meaningful..especially in this era where everyone behaves like a boss…without doing much significant !!! Especially in this world where marrying with someone is as… Read More Now this is funny and meaningful too !!! People and Thoughts
I looked down..down on the floor…its solid floor !! Some dust on it, looked back at myself !!! You know, sometimes I really can’t figure out the difference between physical me and the psychological me inside me…I mean have a look at this picture above..Isn’t it disturbing? Right now you are breathing…how do you define/visualize… Read More Did you ever feel the same ?
Sometimes, when prompted I go out of mind I’m not in yours, or mine but unconfined I roam across the lake into the sky where lambent moonlight yields a resupply . . . . . credits: Beleaguered Servant
Hey, you want Orange ? hey..I’m talking to you ..!!! Me? why are you asking me ? Is that orange ripe or rotten orange? Will I have to do anything in return ? Do I even know you ? Sometimes… this habit of overthinking kills us. Simple question. Do you want Orange? . . .… Read More You want orange? People and thoughts
You smoke everyday, and nothing will happen to you .. What !!! All you think smoking kills? Let me tell you something… Do you know the amount of people dying from diabetes is three times that of people dying from smoking ? Yet if I pull a sneaker bar, no one will say anything !!… Read More All you think is smoking kills ?
I wonder, how would Santa be segregating his gifts? ow would he be defining Good vs Bad? When I was a child, my definition for Good was something like , “Being good is being kind to people and not hurting anyone mentally or physically…” I grew up and in the journey, my things got stolen… Read More How to be a Santa Claus in funny world !
“India is my country, all Indians are my brother and sisters…” I had these light words entering into my ears as my bus passed by a school… These words absolutely created disturbance in my mind because I hate how we lie right from the childhood…these pledges, prayers …oooh !!! This society thing ruins our life,… Read More Bad words Society : People and thoughts way…
Sometimes I sit and stare at the falling leaves, pretend that they give me an inspiration while all I can think of is the disturbances in my life and frustration they bring up with them. I look silent from outside, I might look happy, but inside…I’m a deep, depressed soul. There are lot many… Read More Illusion of stability of stability of things is an illusion …
Boooooom !!! Hey..here I am… little moody today .. Anyways, Sooooo The other day, they fought with each other for some reason( might not be the real quarrel) they were literally bombarding words onto each other, they stop speaking for the day, but at the end, while sleeping, he takes her close to him… Read More What do you think? A life-mate or a soulmate?
Since the day I came across these thoughts in the post “Who are you?”, A question that has been disturbing me is..What is life? What’s there in life that we are so eager to live each and every moment of it? what makes you love? Why are we always curious to know about future? etc…… Read More What makes life, love last longer? rough thoughts : People and Thoughts
Last night, I was having my dinner at one of the hotels nearby. A man comes in, with his daughter… both look extremely sad on their faces… he buys ‘chapati’ only and gets a pair of ‘wadas’, both sit outside and start eating it. This whole scene was so disturbing to me. It was such… Read More Who are you ? – People and Thoughts
I personally believe in my own theory that people in this world exist because this society, every living thing in this world needs a hand of help to survive, to progress, to live. Now by ‘to live’, I don’t mean to live happily but just to live. I personally prefer to be alone than… Read More Life of expectations…
I always wonder how much our own shadow matter to us ? Does it matter as much as our loved ones matter to us ? A shadow that you see from your peripheral vision ! A forgotten face ? with no name , no identity, just a blurred stranger behind your own … I don’t… Read More Shadows of life…
Sometimes while I’m walking down the road and the person walking in front of me looks at me and passes by, seems like I know whats going to happen next, might not be the whole future but at least few seconds before… Seems like that person was expected to pass by. he would have… Read More Choices…People and Thoughts
I think I have recently found one more tense in English grammar . “Past imperfect tense”. A tense in which your wrong judgments in the past affect you in the present… just like this picture…something like just one wrong color ( decision in this case) in whole picture looks bad… I think Google should add its… Read More Recent discovery …
Have you ever had that feeling of losing your loved ones? Your daughter goes to some function, saying Good bye to you and although she says good bye, you still care a lot about her thinking of 100 different things… Will she be okay? Will she become late? Will she eat enough in the… Read More Fear of loss…
Sometimes while I write code, all those syntaxes, those virtual rules which only processor of my laptop understands, those individual characters just start jamming my head… I look at that 1000’s lines of code and the control of a program being switched back and forth by rules… I can just press one key and run… Read More Fear of the mind …
I don’t mean my past was bad but as I grow on, I start realizing how my past has been shaping my future.Things, moments which felt offensive, happy, right, wrong those days, now I realize why those were correct to shape my better future… I remember those days, where me being silent, my friends used… Read More The past…
We learn by observing the world. Even just after few days of our birth, we look at how people smile and we try to mimic it. Sometimes I wonder if there’s no god, who would be controlling all this ? I just keep observing people and wonder how this world, each and every activity of… Read More Secret to our habit of sharing moments of sorrow?
In this modern age of improved, relaxed life with technologies advancing each day, lot of countries still have lotteries method going on which kind of let’s people expect to suddenly acquire some big fortune in terms of money or something else. The poor villagers are more keen to have lotteries. What they don’t realize (… Read More Lottery of life
One of a little babies of our neighbors came to me said, Mukesh, that puppies’ life is so awesome no? No work, No tensions and most important…No relations and full day sleep with quiet lesser efforts than us.… Read More Life of Riley
Every time I get up and sit in my car, seems like I sit straight with moments, I blur into the traffic in front, I drag my car through the way, No matter whether I want to or not … I sign while pressing the paddle, I cry while dragging my feet, It’s not the… Read More Driving distractions…
Food facility in our office is at one of the floors of the apartment. People from other floors and other companies on the floor too have their lunch at the same floor.Yesterday me and my manager went for lunch..we had our meal ready at desk and we started enjoying… Somehow in between we ended up… Read More Statistics is frustrating…
Have you ever seen a snowball running down the hill ? You should watch that … As it goes along the way , it picks up more and more snow, increases its size thereby increases its mass and thus momentum and gets more speed… This things is called “Snowball effect” which is any process that… Read More Which type of Person you are ?
I always have been thinking about whether I should learn just one programming language or learn whatever comes to me . It has always been an unanswered problem for me. I asked this to one of the professors in university. He answered it in a way that made me to think and write this article… Read More Update Yourself now !!!
I talked to one of my friend and didn’t with other because he was given a homework to do and I thought he must be busy while he was not..one became angry at me and other became happy that I talked with him. Did I make mistake?..Decisions… You don not know from where do those… Read More Do we really make mistakes?
You know why bad things happen to Good people? because there are just too many bad people out there !!! Not necessarily be true… I don’t personally think that there’s anything as Good or Bad. Its we people who decide it. If you like someone, he/she is good for you else you don’t even dare… Read More Bad people…
Daughter is considered to be father’s second love. I strongly believe it in the sense that you occupy not only the first but all the stages of love in the drawers of love in my life. I know how much you mean to me…… Read More A page from father’s dairy…
Momentary happiness might not mean much sir, it just seems to be healing those cracks inside… Although I have adjustments to fight in the dark, It still cracks.because I’m used to fighting such cracks sir. because these weapons tears and whimper doesn’t work anymore… Sir, you will say, all these are just loopholes, but wait..… Read More Silent mind…
Those of you who don’t know the term “Machine Learning”, “Machine learning is a set of algorithms that are given some data as an input, those algorithms learn it, teach themselves and use that intelligence for different things”. It’s something we call “Artificial intelligence”. I have been doing some Machine Learning stuff at my office… Read More Teaching machines to understand…is it that simple?
Heart…”a hollow muscular organ that pumps the blood through the circulatory system by rhythmic contraction and dilation. In vertebrates there may be up to four chambers (as in humans), with two atria and two ventricles.” . I asked Google and this is what Google came up with. Oh … is it ? Oh man !!!… Read More Heart…
Every time something hurts, every time I see a girl crying, every time I see father in tension, I have to convince my childish, emotional, mad mind… Every time I see something hurting, I have to ask my mind the reason behind its sadness, behind its cry, behind its hurt by that incidence… I have… Read More Emotional mind…
Because I think, growth isn’t possible without compromises, sacrifices in terms of time, money, stress, friends and all forms of it.… Read More Random World…
Everyday I come back to room, I feel so happy and excited…not just because i’m back at home but because I get time to speak with few of my friends …it’s our time to speaks as much as we want… Sometimes I go sad for something, My mind wants to listen songs to get away… Read More Are you sad today ?
Sometimes I look around and wonder about my relations with people…
I go on thinking about the way we met, the first introduction…
Just one reply to one of my posts by one of readers, our conversation continues on the topic, we talk a bit over People and their Thoughts and that reader becomes one of my best friends ever…… Read More Relationships with People…
Are we really progressing as a human? : Thoughts on strange scenario yesterday…… Read More Are we really progressing as a human? : Thoughts on unusual but surprising scenario yesterday…
Yesterday night, I was on the terrace for a while. I had no one to talk. It was just me on the terrace,waiting for someone to message me to ping me back as usual..I knew, my friends have gone to home and they could be little bit busy or somehow they won’t be able to talk…It was fine. actually I convinced myself that its fine..I’m so used to daily conversations…it wasn’t fine inside.… Read More A glance at life till date…
Sometimes while looking at the screen of my mobile, my PC, we think wisdom comes with the age…but don’t you think ,its correct?
I asked this to many people and lot of them answered, “I don’t think this is true anymore with this vast era of information being spread over the internet daily…everything being shared by people …I think today, even 5 years baby knows how to operate a computer.”… Read More Being Human …
Today I was seating in a library, and I saw two friends. One of them was reading something and other was interrupting her by saying that we should go outside and have some break. But first one refused to go out, and continued with her reading. Then other one went somewhere (well, I don’t know exactly where she had gone). Then again after some time other one came back and peeped into her friend’s book. Then she also start reading.… Read More Copying machines…
We build those walls with our insecurities, our fears, with our ego, impatience, failed expectations…
We build those walls to to hide ourselves, to protect that broken heart…the list just goes endless brick by brick…… Read More Life is really simple but we tend to complicate it…
I like to see people who believe that their life is driven by their luck, or their life is controlled by some forces of Nature.… Read More What matters in life?
Every time I go happy with my decisions, every time I enjoy my day, every time I see baby smiling with my childish talk with it, as if it understood what I was talking about … “Human brain” is a thing that interests me in such situations with all its complicated decisions, emotional/chemical balances, different… Read More Nature is perfect …
I love watching outside just after having my bath in the morning. There’s this big ground in front, full of grass…Its pretty much good view from the forth floor of our apartment where I live. I enjoy watching my day rising in front of me with faint light rays and people, children hurrying for school…… Read More Strength doesn’t come from winning, your struggles define your strength…
I was standing at signal waiting for it to let us all go. We still had 30 seconds left. Suddenly a guy come to me,started waiting for signal to go green, picked up his phone quick ( which I think was there in his trunk for hours ), grabbed a quick selfie with his girlfriend at… Read More Digital life after your death…
Everyone loves music. I do. Which one I like depends on my mood and the environment around. Sometimes I love to just keep it going and natter in between with my work while sometimes I like to sit down specially for that and completely get involved in the emotions of the song. Why am… Read More How my habit makes me to hate my favorite song…
I love observing people and their behaviors at different times. I have this habit of keeping the cache at the back and train myself with its contents about some people i meet…now I don’t do it to spy them nor i’m the Sherlock Holmes of our century. I just do it . I come… Read More The invisible aspects of life…
Think for a minute…Why do we like chocolate? Because first of all it looks good, wow ,that piece of cake, the chocolate paste over it, its shining brown color, its taste, and the spilling cream on it…awesome. just imagination makes us to feel good..Isn’t that? You know why? We taste it, it tastes good,… Read More How to quit smoking by reading this …
I always wonder what lets people think that the happenings in their life affects others. I mean what makes them feel like people care about them ? I’m not talking about the strangers whom we don’t know….even those who are pretty close to you … Do you think what happens in your life has… Read More Do you think people care ?
One of the things that fascinate me in the world of coding and the internet is that no matter which website you are looking at…You can just right click on the page and click ‘View source’. As a kid, I used to spend my hours trying to understand the code. ‘View source’… What if we… Read More Bugs…
How to be best with people ? I am what I am and I won’t need special steps to be followed to impress anyone ! If people like me, they are welcomed else fine …No problem. Isn’t that ? No..It’s not that. Do you expect people to be good with you? of course then… Read More How to be best with people…
I like to observe people and everyone around me. I don’t mean to dig into their lives but to observe their natural reactions, facial expressions…Thats how I learn to understand them more…something that people tend to eliminate. Everyday after I finish my dinner, its been my habit to observe those beggars at traffic signal. One… Read More A lesson by a boy on the street…
try…catch blocks of life? What do I mean by that? we programmers don’t want our program to fail for some anonymous reason at run-time…we make out program to proceed with “try…catch” blocks. We write expected code in try and alternate solution in catch. I was just coding something and realized …Is it what our life… Read More Birth..Death..and Reality
