Along the life till now, I’ve learnt that there are going to be few things in life you have no control over..
I feel such things constantly… It has become part of my life . This thought that the only thing in this world you have control over is your own..this thought keeps me continuous.
Continuous about my own life, my own problems and somehow it gives me a power to understand things more deeply than just expecting everything the way I want it to be ..
I understand that my life, my problems, my mental health is all that I have which is mine…everything else ..sadly isn’t truly mine… and you all need to understand this in life.
I encounter so much bullshit on a regular basis that I always have to tell myself, in truth, the only person whose behavior I can control is mine. “Don’t lose your cool, don’t stress over that situation you have no control over.”
surprisingly being this way hurts ..and it hurts a lot ..because everyone knows that we are those controlled freaks..
Better to accept situation in hand with this intention, with this thought and let everything go the way it wants to be …… Read More Controlled freaks …. people and thoughts
It was late night when she got up in between and noticed some disturbance around shrubs in the garden. It was her again … a cat . A cat running badly with all that fear of dying … because its that crazy evil dog who was eager to catch her … It wasn’t long since… Read More Fear of nothing !!!
I was on the terrace last night, talking to my mom…and we see a couple gossiping louder enough that I was able to hear it from terrace. They were not gossiping, they were quarreling. ‘You did this, you did that, you are not ideal husband, you are not perfect’… I heard these words and they… Read More Are you perfect? Does that even matter?
How many times do you tell yourself that you want to be alone !! Let me ask you .. If God or someone gives you that opportunity, will you be really able to be alone on earth ? Let me tell you the truth …No matter who you are, we all are those controlled freaks… Read More Why you should watch magic : People and Thoughts
I love being in my own thoughts. I love going deep into things with what I see, what I understand and what I perceive. My brain simply doesn’t discard usual things people discard.
I was looking out from the cab’s window, listening to the semi mute voice of air leaking through window and Outside, I see some girls alongside road. Almost all of them had expensive dresses, high hill sandals etc and one of them was standing out..Because she was poor. She was wearing simple dress with relatively less make up.… Read More You are looking beautiful …Sari vs Skirt : People and Thoughts
Note: Not for over thinkers… I have named my internal existence as “Frank”. Here’s what Frank usually asks me again and again !!! Frank: Mukesh..!!! You know, stop faking happiness. I’m frank, you can’t fake me that..at least you should know this ..Tell me, why do you avoid yourself ? . Mukesh: No I don’t… Read More A rude Pastor : People and Thoughts
Training the mind to be peaceful is quiet difficult… Stopping thoughts itself is disturbing as human mind is extremely sensitive. Here’s how you keep yourself peaceful. Imagine yourself sitting on the side of a busy road. Passing cars represent thoughts and feelings. All you have to do is to sit there and watch the cars .… Read More How to keep your mind peaceful ? People and Thoughts
. . अगं ऐकलंस का…….? आज बंटीची बस येणार नाहीए. मला वेळ नाही. त्याला शाळेतुन तुच आण. *कारण तु घरीच असते…..* अगं माझा मोबाईल चार्जर सापडत नाही, battery low आहे, तुझा फोन नंतर लाव. तुझा चार्जर मला दे. *कारण तु घरीच असते……* आज मला लवकर office ला जायचे आहे , आधी पेपर मला दे. तु… Read More कारण तू घरी असतेस
Your heart skipping a bit might not be a sign that you are in love, it might mean that you have asthma. Not talking it as a joke but really meaningful..especially in this era where everyone behaves like a boss…without doing much significant !!! Especially in this world where marrying with someone is as… Read More Now this is funny and meaningful too !!! People and Thoughts
I looked down..down on the floor…its solid floor !! Some dust on it, looked back at myself !!! You know, sometimes I really can’t figure out the difference between physical me and the psychological me inside me…I mean have a look at this picture above..Isn’t it disturbing? Right now you are breathing…how do you define/visualize… Read More Did you ever feel the same ?
Sometimes, when prompted I go out of mind I’m not in yours, or mine but unconfined I roam across the lake into the sky where lambent moonlight yields a resupply . . . . . credits: Beleaguered Servant
Hey, you want Orange ? hey..I’m talking to you ..!!! Me? why are you asking me ? Is that orange ripe or rotten orange? Will I have to do anything in return ? Do I even know you ? Sometimes… this habit of overthinking kills us. Simple question. Do you want Orange? . . .… Read More You want orange? People and thoughts
You smoke everyday, and nothing will happen to you .. What !!! All you think smoking kills? Let me tell you something… Do you know the amount of people dying from diabetes is three times that of people dying from smoking ? Yet if I pull a sneaker bar, no one will say anything !!… Read More All you think is smoking kills ?
I wonder, how would Santa be segregating his gifts? ow would he be defining Good vs Bad? When I was a child, my definition for Good was something like , “Being good is being kind to people and not hurting anyone mentally or physically…” I grew up and in the journey, my things got stolen… Read More How to be a Santa Claus in funny world !
“India is my country, all Indians are my brother and sisters…” I had these light words entering into my ears as my bus passed by a school… These words absolutely created disturbance in my mind because I hate how we lie right from the childhood…these pledges, prayers …oooh !!! This society thing ruins our life,… Read More Bad words Society : People and thoughts way…
Sometimes I sit and stare at the falling leaves, pretend that they give me an inspiration while all I can think of is the disturbances in my life and frustration they bring up with them. I look silent from outside, I might look happy, but inside…I’m a deep, depressed soul. There are lot many… Read More Illusion of stability of stability of things is an illusion …
Boooooom !!! Hey..here I am… little moody today .. Anyways, Sooooo The other day, they fought with each other for some reason( might not be the real quarrel) they were literally bombarding words onto each other, they stop speaking for the day, but at the end, while sleeping, he takes her close to him… Read More What do you think? A life-mate or a soulmate?
Since the day I came across these thoughts in the post “Who are you?”, A question that has been disturbing me is..What is life? What’s there in life that we are so eager to live each and every moment of it? what makes you love? Why are we always curious to know about future? etc…… Read More What makes life, love last longer? rough thoughts : People and Thoughts
Last night, I was having my dinner at one of the hotels nearby. A man comes in, with his daughter… both look extremely sad on their faces… he buys ‘chapati’ only and gets a pair of ‘wadas’, both sit outside and start eating it. This whole scene was so disturbing to me. It was such… Read More Who are you ? – People and Thoughts
I personally believe in my own theory that people in this world exist because this society, every living thing in this world needs a hand of help to survive, to progress, to live. Now by ‘to live’, I don’t mean to live happily but just to live. I personally prefer to be alone than… Read More Life of expectations…
I always wonder how much our own shadow matter to us ? Does it matter as much as our loved ones matter to us ? A shadow that you see from your peripheral vision ! A forgotten face ? with no name , no identity, just a blurred stranger behind your own … I don’t… Read More Shadows of life…
Sometimes while I’m walking down the road and the person walking in front of me looks at me and passes by, seems like I know whats going to happen next, might not be the whole future but at least few seconds before… Seems like that person was expected to pass by. he would have… Read More Choices…People and Thoughts
I think I have recently found one more tense in English grammar . “Past imperfect tense”. A tense in which your wrong judgments in the past affect you in the present… just like this picture…something like just one wrong color ( decision in this case) in whole picture looks bad… I think Google should add its… Read More Recent discovery …
Have you ever had that feeling of losing your loved ones? Your daughter goes to some function, saying Good bye to you and although she says good bye, you still care a lot about her thinking of 100 different things… Will she be okay? Will she become late? Will she eat enough in the… Read More Fear of loss…
Sometimes while I write code, all those syntaxes, those virtual rules which only processor of my laptop understands, those individual characters just start jamming my head… I look at that 1000’s lines of code and the control of a program being switched back and forth by rules… I can just press one key and run… Read More Fear of the mind …
I don’t mean my past was bad but as I grow on, I start realizing how my past has been shaping my future.Things, moments which felt offensive, happy, right, wrong those days, now I realize why those were correct to shape my better future… I remember those days, where me being silent, my friends used… Read More The past…
We learn by observing the world. Even just after few days of our birth, we look at how people smile and we try to mimic it. Sometimes I wonder if there’s no god, who would be controlling all this ? I just keep observing people and wonder how this world, each and every activity of… Read More Secret to our habit of sharing moments of sorrow?
In this modern age of improved, relaxed life with technologies advancing each day, lot of countries still have lotteries method going on which kind of let’s people expect to suddenly acquire some big fortune in terms of money or something else. The poor villagers are more keen to have lotteries. What they don’t realize (… Read More Lottery of life