Oh man! Same lunch again…
I was looking at the dinner and it was like, “I don’t wanna eat anything, it’s okay!”.
You will understand these feelings if we have been at hostels during your education.
Life seemed so much difficult every time I went for my meal. First of all the meal is so much spicy, that reddish gravy, those fixed combos of vegetables and on top of that, my acidity…… Read More Sequence of life : people and thoughts
I always thought I wanted piece of my mind and that’s why I’m on earth but I never knew …
I never knew that ..
” Hell is on earth” … Read More I never knew…
Along the life till now, I’ve learnt that there are going to be few things in life you have no control over.. I feel such things constantly… It has become part of my life . This thought that the only thing in this world you have control over is your own..this thought keeps me conscious.… Read More Controlled freaks …. people and thoughts
It was late night when she got up in between and noticed some disturbance around shrubs in the garden. It was her again … a cat . A cat running badly with all that fear of dying … because its that crazy evil dog who was eager to catch her … It wasn’t long since… Read More Fear of nothing !!!
I was on the terrace last night, talking to my mom…and we see a couple gossiping louder enough that I was able to hear it from terrace. They were not gossiping, they were quarreling. ‘You did this, you did that, you are not ideal husband, you are not perfect’… I heard these words and they… Read More Are you perfect? Does that even matter?
How many times do you tell yourself that you want to be alone !! Let me ask you .. If God or someone gives you that opportunity, will you be really able to be alone on earth ? Let me tell you the truth …No matter who you are, we all are those controlled freaks… Read More Why you should watch magic : People and Thoughts
I love being in my own thoughts. I love going deep into things with what I see, what I understand and what I perceive. My brain simply doesn’t discard usual things people discard.
I was looking out from the cab’s window, listening to the semi mute voice of air leaking through window and Outside, I see some girls alongside road. Almost all of them had expensive dresses, high hill sandals etc and one of them was standing out..Because she was poor. She was wearing simple dress with relatively less make up.… Read More You are looking beautiful …Sari vs Skirt : People and Thoughts
Note: Not for over thinkers… I have named my internal existence as “Frank”. Here’s what Frank usually asks me again and again !!! Frank: Mukesh..!!! You know, stop faking happiness. I’m frank, you can’t fake me that..at least you should know this ..Tell me, why do you avoid yourself ? . Mukesh: No I don’t… Read More A rude Pastor : People and Thoughts
. . अगं ऐकलंस का…….? आज बंटीची बस येणार नाहीए. मला वेळ नाही. त्याला शाळेतुन तुच आण. *कारण तु घरीच असते…..* अगं माझा मोबाईल चार्जर सापडत नाही, battery low आहे, तुझा फोन नंतर लाव. तुझा चार्जर मला दे. *कारण तु घरीच असते……* आज मला लवकर office ला जायचे आहे , आधी पेपर मला दे. तु… Read More कारण तू घरी असतेस
Your heart skipping a bit might not be a sign that you are in love, it might mean that you have asthma. Not talking it as a joke but really meaningful..especially in this era where everyone behaves like a boss…without doing much significant !!! Especially in this world where marrying with someone is as… Read More Now this is funny and meaningful too !!! People and Thoughts
I looked down..down on the floor…its solid floor !! Some dust on it, looked back at myself !!! You know, sometimes I really can’t figure out the difference between physical me and the psychological me inside me…I mean have a look at this picture above..Isn’t it disturbing? Right now you are breathing…how do you define/visualize… Read More Did you ever feel the same ?
Sometimes, when prompted I go out of mind I’m not in yours, or mine but unconfined I roam across the lake into the sky where lambent moonlight yields a resupply . . . . . credits: Beleaguered Servant
Hey, you want Orange ? hey..I’m talking to you ..!!! Me? why are you asking me ? Is that orange ripe or rotten orange? Will I have to do anything in return ? Do I even know you ? Sometimes… this habit of overthinking kills us. Simple question. Do you want Orange? . . .… Read More You want orange? People and thoughts
You smoke everyday, and nothing will happen to you .. What !!! All you think smoking kills? Let me tell you something… Do you know the amount of people dying from diabetes is three times that of people dying from smoking ? Yet if I pull a sneaker bar, no one will say anything !!… Read More All you think is smoking kills ?
I wonder, how would Santa be segregating his gifts? ow would he be defining Good vs Bad? When I was a child, my definition for Good was something like , “Being good is being kind to people and not hurting anyone mentally or physically…” I grew up and in the journey, my things got stolen… Read More How to be a Santa Claus in funny world !
“India is my country, all Indians are my brother and sisters…” I had these light words entering into my ears as my bus passed by a school… These words absolutely created disturbance in my mind because I hate how we lie right from the childhood…these pledges, prayers …oooh !!! This society thing ruins our life,… Read More Bad words Society : People and thoughts way…
Sometimes I sit and stare at the falling leaves, pretend that they give me an inspiration while all I can think of is the disturbances in my life and frustration they bring up with them. I look silent from outside, I might look happy, but inside…I’m a deep, depressed soul. There are lot many… Read More Illusion of stability of stability of things is an illusion …
Boooooom !!! Hey..here I am… little moody today .. Anyways, Sooooo The other day, they fought with each other for some reason( might not be the real quarrel) they were literally bombarding words onto each other, they stop speaking for the day, but at the end, while sleeping, he takes her close to him… Read More What do you think? A life-mate or a soulmate?
Since the day I came across these thoughts in the post “Who are you?”, A question that has been disturbing me is..What is life? What’s there in life that we are so eager to live each and every moment of it? what makes you love? Why are we always curious to know about future? etc…… Read More What makes life, love last longer? rough thoughts : People and Thoughts
Last night, I was having my dinner at one of the hotels nearby. A man comes in, with his daughter… both look extremely sad on their faces… he buys ‘chapati’ only and gets a pair of ‘wadas’, both sit outside and start eating it. This whole scene was so disturbing to me. It was such… Read More Who are you ? – People and Thoughts
I personally believe in my own theory that people in this world exist because this society, every living thing in this world needs a hand of help to survive, to progress, to live. Now by ‘to live’, I don’t mean to live happily but just to live. I personally prefer to be alone than… Read More Life of expectations…
I always wonder how much our own shadow matter to us ? Does it matter as much as our loved ones matter to us ? A shadow that you see from your peripheral vision ! A forgotten face ? with no name , no identity, just a blurred stranger behind your own … I don’t… Read More Shadows of life…
Sometimes while I’m walking down the road and the person walking in front of me looks at me and passes by, seems like I know whats going to happen next, might not be the whole future but at least few seconds before… Seems like that person was expected to pass by. he would have… Read More Choices…People and Thoughts
I think I have recently found one more tense in English grammar . “Past imperfect tense”. A tense in which your wrong judgments in the past affect you in the present… just like this picture…something like just one wrong color ( decision in this case) in whole picture looks bad… I think Google should add its… Read More Recent discovery …
Have you ever had that feeling of losing your loved ones? Your daughter goes to some function, saying Good bye to you and although she says good bye, you still care a lot about her thinking of 100 different things… Will she be okay? Will she become late? Will she eat enough in the… Read More Fear of loss…
Sometimes while I write code, all those syntaxes, those virtual rules which only processor of my laptop understands, those individual characters just start jamming my head… I look at that 1000’s lines of code and the control of a program being switched back and forth by rules… I can just press one key and run… Read More Fear of the mind …
I don’t mean my past was bad but as I grow on, I start realizing how my past has been shaping my future.Things, moments which felt offensive, happy, right, wrong those days, now I realize why those were correct to shape my better future… I remember those days, where me being silent, my friends used… Read More The past…
We learn by observing the world. Even just after few days of our birth, we look at how people smile and we try to mimic it. Sometimes I wonder if there’s no god, who would be controlling all this ? I just keep observing people and wonder how this world, each and every activity of… Read More Secret to our habit of sharing moments of sorrow?
In this modern age of improved, relaxed life with technologies advancing each day, lot of countries still have lotteries method going on which kind of let’s people expect to suddenly acquire some big fortune in terms of money or something else. The poor villagers are more keen to have lotteries. What they don’t realize (… Read More Lottery of life
One of a little babies of our neighbors came to me said, Mukesh, that puppies’ life is so awesome no? No work, No tensions and most important…No relations and full day sleep with quiet lesser efforts than us.… Read More Life of Riley
Have you ever seen a snowball running down the hill ? You should watch that … As it goes along the way , it picks up more and more snow, increases its size thereby increases its mass and thus momentum and gets more speed… This things is called “Snowball effect” which is any process that… Read More Which type of Person you are ?
Have you ever gone through a situation where you really get scared with those emotions of regret, love, sadness at the same time careful/carelessness playing together on your mind ? All trying to hold onto you? Tell me one moment of happiness or sadness which really made all your thoughts and worries go off !!!You… Read More Believe me! Your emotions destroy you…
I always have been thinking about whether I should learn just one programming language or learn whatever comes to me . It has always been an unanswered problem for me. I asked this to one of the professors in university. He answered it in a way that made me to think and write this article… Read More Update Yourself now !!!
I talked to one of my friend and didn’t with other because he was given a homework to do and I thought he must be busy while he was not..one became angry at me and other became happy that I talked with him. Did I make mistake?..Decisions… You don not know from where do those… Read More Do we really make mistakes?
You know why bad things happen to Good people? because there are just too many bad people out there !!! Not necessarily be true… I don’t personally think that there’s anything as Good or Bad. Its we people who decide it. If you like someone, he/she is good for you else you don’t even dare… Read More Bad people…
Daughter is considered to be father’s second love. I strongly believe it in the sense that you occupy not only the first but all the stages of love in the drawers of love in my life. I know how much you mean to me…… Read More A page from father’s dairy…
Momentary happiness might not mean much sir, it just seems to be healing those cracks inside… Although I have adjustments to fight in the dark, It still cracks.because I’m used to fighting such cracks sir. because these weapons tears and whimper doesn’t work anymore… Sir, you will say, all these are just loopholes, but wait..… Read More Silent mind…
Those of you who don’t know the term “Machine Learning”, “Machine learning is a set of algorithms that are given some data as an input, those algorithms learn it, teach themselves and use that intelligence for different things”. It’s something we call “Artificial intelligence”. I have been doing some Machine Learning stuff at my office… Read More Teaching machines to understand…is it that simple?
Heart…”a hollow muscular organ that pumps the blood through the circulatory system by rhythmic contraction and dilation. In vertebrates there may be up to four chambers (as in humans), with two atria and two ventricles.” . I asked Google and this is what Google came up with. Oh … is it ? Oh man !!!… Read More Heart…
Recently got chance to work with some Machine Learning stuff. Writing codes that learns things by themselves. You don’t need to code explicit instructions for them to do their work. It’s like teaching small child to walk. You don’t really tell him how to lift up next foot and step up properly, you just support… Read More Is our brain really smart? contradiction to one of my articles…
Every time something hurts, every time I see a girl crying, every time I see father in tension, I have to convince my childish, emotional, mad mind… Every time I see something hurting, I have to ask my mind the reason behind its sadness, behind its cry, behind its hurt by that incidence… I have… Read More Emotional mind…
Because I think, growth isn’t possible without compromises, sacrifices in terms of time, money, stress, friends and all forms of it.… Read More Random World…
Everyday I come back to room, I feel so happy and excited…not just because i’m back at home but because I get time to speak with few of my friends …it’s our time to speaks as much as we want… Sometimes I go sad for something, My mind wants to listen songs to get away… Read More Are you sad today ?
Sometimes I look around and wonder about my relations with people…
I go on thinking about the way we met, the first introduction…
Just one reply to one of my posts by one of readers, our conversation continues on the topic, we talk a bit over People and their Thoughts and that reader becomes one of my best friends ever…… Read More Relationships with People…
Are we really progressing as a human? : Thoughts on strange scenario yesterday…… Read More Are we really progressing as a human? : Thoughts on unusual but surprising scenario yesterday…
Yesterday night, I was on the terrace for a while. I had no one to talk. It was just me on the terrace,waiting for someone to message me to ping me back as usual..I knew, my friends have gone to home and they could be little bit busy or somehow they won’t be able to talk…It was fine. actually I convinced myself that its fine..I’m so used to daily conversations…it wasn’t fine inside.… Read More A glance at life till date…
Sometimes while looking at the screen of my mobile, my PC, we think wisdom comes with the age…but don’t you think ,its correct?
I asked this to many people and lot of them answered, “I don’t think this is true anymore with this vast era of information being spread over the internet daily…everything being shared by people …I think today, even 5 years baby knows how to operate a computer.”… Read More Being Human …
Today I was seating in a library, and I saw two friends. One of them was reading something and other was interrupting her by saying that we should go outside and have some break. But first one refused to go out, and continued with her reading. Then other one went somewhere (well, I don’t know exactly where she had gone). Then again after some time other one came back and peeped into her friend’s book. Then she also start reading.… Read More Copying machines…
I like to see people who believe that their life is driven by their luck, or their life is controlled by some forces of Nature.… Read More What matters in life?
I was on the terrace last night and there was one of my other friends talking over the call saying,”Oh friend, I respect your work and I really wanted to do my best but I was feeling sleepy last night , so I slept and in the morning, I had to go to office so I went and thus couldn’t complete your work..”… Read More Ignorance…
Every time I go happy with my decisions, every time I enjoy my day, every time I see baby smiling with my childish talk with it, as if it understood what I was talking about … “Human brain” is a thing that interests me in such situations with all its complicated decisions, emotional/chemical balances, different… Read More Nature is perfect …
Sometimes when I walk alone down the road, seems like all these people around me, my friends, my students, my loved ones, strangers…everything is just fake. Those are not real … Seems like everyone in front of me is there just to let me feel my existence. Seems like every movement on earth except me, is already… Read More Sometimes…
I’m sure her breathing would have stooped for a while, she literally went red when her laptop slipped from her hand, right onto the ground and at the last moment before touching the ground, she caught it back, she looked like she has paused even her breathing to achieve it…She was literally vibrating because she… Read More Key to love yourself…
I was going through my Facebook timeline and read this quote which made me to really think on this … “Never make people so comfortable in life that one day they cheat you and leave comfortably…” read it once more slowly… You know, you should deeply understand and convince yourself that no one in this… Read More Don’t make people comfortable enough in life…
Everyday after going through my whole day, when it comes to go onto the terrace and give some time for myself..just 10 minutes alone at night… in the silence with the dark around , pausing every thought for a minute…It looks like I’m not me. It looks like there is no such thing… Read More What do you think who you are ???
No one knows whats going to happen next…not on the next day but not even a next second.We still set our alarm and expect to get up safe tomorrow…Thats what a hope is ! Its the property that every living creature on earth has got.Saying it a property won’t really define it best..it should… Read More Hope is everything…
I’ve always been curious about how our brain works and I always go on observing people and their reaction, emotions etc…I observe babies, I observe people, I observe everyone trying to find out how our brain would be taking the decisions we take… When I used to be in hostel during my Masters, one… Read More Why every person on earth is different
Do you like to be alone ? or you love surrounded by people you love ? How do people treat you ? I’m not talking about those crazy friends who can’t see you alone, they fight, they love, they are naughty… I’m talking about those people who are around you as a society… Read More What defines us?
I personally don’t like to denounce someone else for something which I can’t do. I don’t understand how could someone else be responsible for things that happen in your life? Its your life, everything that happens in it is just because you lack somewhere or you are unable to achieve it !!! Its equally true… Read More Why do we point finger at others?
Have you ever gone into this 2-3 seconds state where somethings happens and we try to roll back into past and think ,”The exact same situation has happened someday in my past?”…May be “You are walking on the road and the person behind you asks you time, you respond him”….the environment there, the baby… Read More Are we real ?
