“kill it , kill it … throw some water. oops its moving … beat it” I was woken up by these strange sounds by my ear … I got up so quick as if they were beating me and went to the door. Neighbors throwing up some water on it … I saw it… Read More I simply couldn’t process it: people and thoughts
Yesterday night, I wasn’t feeling well, I was feeling dizzy .. maybe I’m not drinking enough water …
I was sitting beside a wall … and a bug crawled by …
I killed it … I crushed it as hard as I can and as fast as I can…
I’m so cruel no!!!
No .. I’m not …… Read More Don’t burn me when I die … : People and Thoughts
I’m a full-time coder, I do blogging, I do teaching in universities, I buy things from amazon, I do online transactions and what not… What I mean by all this is that I am a person who has a lot of things going on in my mail account. ‘Your order no: 1234xyz is on the… Read More They mailed the wrong person … this is how you deal with spams
If it’s night time, you are on your bed and you are trying to sleep .. it’s best time to really dive deep and think on this topic much seriously… BTW, do you know that you get more emotional or you think more at night than you think of something in a day ! That’s… Read More What is your life made up of ? People and Thoughts
Have you ever wondered what must be happening to a shooting star after being wished by millions of people ? It must be wishing someone would be selfless enough to wish for it to go back to the sky and glow as it used to be … … Read More Dream of life …People and Thoughts
Do you dream ?… Read More Why you should not dream ….
Note: Even after being a developer and understanding behind the scenes of working of OLA and UBER like services, I get frustrated everytime I book a cab and that frustration has let to write up of this article. By no means I am blaming any of the above services. I’m not highlighting any content in… Read More Why OLA and Uber aren’t growing well in India/ Why OLA/UBER seem to be worst services in India
. . I had a dream.. A dream in which I was tied to the tree and was being beaten up like anything for no reason. I had no expressions on my face. I was just looking at those devils. and that brought me to this thought… . . What if death is just about… Read More I had a dream …
I’m regular visitor of Medium ( http://www.medium.com) . I like to read topics of my choice there. Yesterday, I just filtered all the posts by topic “self” and I observed that one of the frequent sub-topics was “depression”. There were 100’s of posts talking about how do you overcome depression and be happy in life.… Read More Can we please stop suggesting others about dealing with depression !!!
I was looking out from the gallery of our office, I saw group of people going by, a butterfly flying around, a spyder weaving its net quietly near me ….Everything went blurred and my thoughts occupied all of my mind … Thoughts of that child playing on the terrace in one of the buildings. He… Read More I mean Really ? Don’t say yes …
Serious Note: If you are soft hearted or an over-thinker, please avoid reading this article. I as a writer of this post am not responsible to any issues that might occur after reading this article… This article is based off of all my readings about how it feels to die based upon different researches… Read More What we know about near death experiences … NOT FOR EVERYONE
You all might have heard this composite word ‘Comfort Zone’ a lot of time. Most of us usually do all the hard work to create that arena. There commonly exists two types of zones that are actually very congenial. Some people do plan for this..for ex..We would like to have a 9 to 5 job,… Read More Box of comfort…
Note: Don’t want to be rude but this article really needs your true concentration to understand. If you are into something already, it’s okay if you don’t read it right now. But when you do, please be here understanding every single word. Take time to understand and think… So here’s the thing. Science has proved… Read More This is why your life doesn’t work your way …people and thoughts
These are mere words but they leave a very high impact on the person spending time, efforts and skills in completing those tasks. Appreciation and acknowledgement are highly under rated in IT industry therefore there is a need to set it as a practice to put proper salutation and part of management training to let higher authorities… Read More Thank you…Well done ..Good Job..!!
Everyone over here is more or less fond of travelling.. With enormous progress, we have different ‘Modes of Transportation’ as we studied in our school books. Whenever we travel, we meet new bunch of people, interact with barely known but unknown human species…. Intensity of interaction differs with different mode of commute and according to… Read More Journey…that might define you..!!
How are you ? Its been long since you haven’t talked to me ..isn’t it ? If you are gonna say , “I’m fine” then leave it … Do you have any honesty left ? or you have lost all of it ? “I’m fine !!!”… why are you living with this absolute lie? .… Read More Self in the mirror ….
Privacy …just a mere word but keeps huge amount of significance for those who understand it. Recently I came to know about an incident and that was shocking as hell…seriously I was not able to get out of it just thinking about how that person might have felt who has experienced it. In the so… Read More Are we really grown ups…?
Human world is not an easy place to live in. We have to feed ..
it’s not just physical food, its mental food ..status, wealth, opinions, people etc..
hunger of the body is nothing compared to hunger of the mind.There’s our unlimited desires meet with limited source of mental food.… Read More Why meditation is absolutely necessary to every-one of us … people and thoughts way 🙂
Every single soul in this universe is different from each other but still there are few similarities. Each one of us has different goals and diverse range of mindsets to work upon them. But we all have that innermost inspiring energy of ours which pops out every now and then to remind plus encourage us… Read More Time actually flies …
During my entire life cycle till date, I just got the privilege to drive bicycle on my own. Otherwise there were always somebody or anybody who were always there to provide the pick up and drop facility (without any applicable charges :-p). You can take a minute and laugh as much as you want, I… Read More Be the driver of your life…
Dream that keeps you awake at night is the dream you should follow…right ? No ! A dream without a plan and continuity of your involvement in achieving it is just a wish …it’s not a dream !!! How many of you have those crazy dreams ? What is your dream? You know, your parent… Read More Whats wrong with your life ? : People and Thoughts
That blind spot always reminds me that I’m not done yet. There’s lot many things yet to be learnt …lot many codes to be written …and I know, I’m completely aware of the fact that its a blind spot. It’s not real..It’s there to encourage me all the time to do something new, to learn something new every single day !!! … Read More How to achieve your goals and be successful in life … : People and Thoughts
Few days/years back, It was tough surgery for doctors because they had to transplant cornea of a man, who lost his sight when he was 3 years old because of the small explosion. For the first time, camera’s were there to witness the moment when that man was about to see the word for the… Read More This is what happens when a blind person suddenly gets eyes … : People and Thoughts
Ah! you forgot to write comment here at line no 233. Correct that and check it in … “Nothing can be quite so useful as well placed comments ” .. hmm… comments !!! Really ? I have been writing code since last 3 years..but every-time my manager asks me to write comments, I hate… Read More Code or Comments : People and thoughts
One of the fundamental things that most of the people don’t understand is that “If you want it great, it takes time !!!” If you go to gym, you work out and … and you come home, look in the mirror …and you see nothing ! you see no change in yourselves.. The other day,… Read More Why it doesn’t work for you? : People and Thoughts
So I was having a tea alone outside the office and I hear this word called ‘Rasher’ which basically is an eatable (thin slice of bacon). Now I haven’t heard of this word before, I couldn’t imagine what it is, how it looks etc. I can’t even imagine how it tastes because I don’t even… Read More Why Machine learning seems to be going in the wrong direction : people and thoughts
I know, Everyone has desire to achieve something in life. Everyone wants to be something for someone, I mean, who doesn’t like success? But only few of us are able to achieve it … The reason? The reason we don’t succeed to complete the path to our desire is because we are lazy.. I mean… Read More This is why we aren’t yet successful ! – people and thoughts
Oh man! Same lunch again…
I was looking at the dinner and it was like, “I don’t wanna eat anything, it’s okay!”.
You will understand these feelings if we have been at hostels during your education.
Life seemed so much difficult every time I went for my meal. First of all the meal is so much spicy, that reddish gravy, those fixed combos of vegetables and on top of that, my acidity…… Read More Sequence of life : people and thoughts
I always thought I wanted piece of my mind and that’s why I’m on earth but I never knew …
I never knew that ..
” Hell is on earth” … Read More I never knew…
Along the life till now, I’ve learnt that there are going to be few things in life you have no control over.. I feel such things constantly… It has become part of my life . This thought that the only thing in this world you have control over is your own..this thought keeps me conscious.… Read More Controlled freaks …. people and thoughts
It was late night when she got up in between and noticed some disturbance around shrubs in the garden. It was her again … a cat . A cat running badly with all that fear of dying … because its that crazy evil dog who was eager to catch her … It wasn’t long since… Read More Fear of nothing !!!
I was on the terrace last night, talking to my mom…and we see a couple gossiping louder enough that I was able to hear it from terrace. They were not gossiping, they were quarreling. ‘You did this, you did that, you are not ideal husband, you are not perfect’… I heard these words and they… Read More Are you perfect? Does that even matter?
How many times do you tell yourself that you want to be alone !! Let me ask you .. If God or someone gives you that opportunity, will you be really able to be alone on earth ? Let me tell you the truth …No matter who you are, we all are those controlled freaks… Read More Why you should watch magic : People and Thoughts
I love being in my own thoughts. I love going deep into things with what I see, what I understand and what I perceive. My brain simply doesn’t discard usual things people discard.
I was looking out from the cab’s window, listening to the semi mute voice of air leaking through window and Outside, I see some girls alongside road. Almost all of them had expensive dresses, high hill sandals etc and one of them was standing out..Because she was poor. She was wearing simple dress with relatively less make up.… Read More You are looking beautiful …Sari vs Skirt : People and Thoughts
Note: Not for over thinkers… I have named my internal existence as “Frank”. Here’s what Frank usually asks me again and again !!! Frank: Mukesh..!!! You know, stop faking happiness. I’m frank, you can’t fake me that..at least you should know this ..Tell me, why do you avoid yourself ? . Mukesh: No I don’t… Read More A rude Pastor : People and Thoughts
. . अगं ऐकलंस का…….? आज बंटीची बस येणार नाहीए. मला वेळ नाही. त्याला शाळेतुन तुच आण. *कारण तु घरीच असते…..* अगं माझा मोबाईल चार्जर सापडत नाही, battery low आहे, तुझा फोन नंतर लाव. तुझा चार्जर मला दे. *कारण तु घरीच असते……* आज मला लवकर office ला जायचे आहे , आधी पेपर मला दे. तु… Read More कारण तू घरी असतेस
Your heart skipping a bit might not be a sign that you are in love, it might mean that you have asthma. Not talking it as a joke but really meaningful..especially in this era where everyone behaves like a boss…without doing much significant !!! Especially in this world where marrying with someone is as… Read More Now this is funny and meaningful too !!! People and Thoughts
I looked down..down on the floor…its solid floor !! Some dust on it, looked back at myself !!! You know, sometimes I really can’t figure out the difference between physical me and the psychological me inside me…I mean have a look at this picture above..Isn’t it disturbing? Right now you are breathing…how do you define/visualize… Read More Did you ever feel the same ?
Sometimes, when prompted I go out of mind I’m not in yours, or mine but unconfined I roam across the lake into the sky where lambent moonlight yields a resupply . . . . . credits: Beleaguered Servant
Hey, you want Orange ? hey..I’m talking to you ..!!! Me? why are you asking me ? Is that orange ripe or rotten orange? Will I have to do anything in return ? Do I even know you ? Sometimes… this habit of overthinking kills us. Simple question. Do you want Orange? . . .… Read More You want orange? People and thoughts
You smoke everyday, and nothing will happen to you .. What !!! All you think smoking kills? Let me tell you something… Do you know the amount of people dying from diabetes is three times that of people dying from smoking ? Yet if I pull a sneaker bar, no one will say anything !!… Read More All you think is smoking kills ?
I wonder, how would Santa be segregating his gifts? ow would he be defining Good vs Bad? When I was a child, my definition for Good was something like , “Being good is being kind to people and not hurting anyone mentally or physically…” I grew up and in the journey, my things got stolen… Read More How to be a Santa Claus in funny world !
“India is my country, all Indians are my brother and sisters…” I had these light words entering into my ears as my bus passed by a school… These words absolutely created disturbance in my mind because I hate how we lie right from the childhood…these pledges, prayers …oooh !!! This society thing ruins our life,… Read More Bad words Society : People and thoughts way…
Sometimes I sit and stare at the falling leaves, pretend that they give me an inspiration while all I can think of is the disturbances in my life and frustration they bring up with them. I look silent from outside, I might look happy, but inside…I’m a deep, depressed soul. There are lot many… Read More Illusion of stability of stability of things is an illusion …
Boooooom !!! Hey..here I am… little moody today .. Anyways, Sooooo The other day, they fought with each other for some reason( might not be the real quarrel) they were literally bombarding words onto each other, they stop speaking for the day, but at the end, while sleeping, he takes her close to him… Read More What do you think? A life-mate or a soulmate?
Since the day I came across these thoughts in the post “Who are you?”, A question that has been disturbing me is..What is life? What’s there in life that we are so eager to live each and every moment of it? what makes you love? Why are we always curious to know about future? etc…… Read More What makes life, love last longer? rough thoughts : People and Thoughts
Last night, I was having my dinner at one of the hotels nearby. A man comes in, with his daughter… both look extremely sad on their faces… he buys ‘chapati’ only and gets a pair of ‘wadas’, both sit outside and start eating it. This whole scene was so disturbing to me. It was such… Read More Who are you ? – People and Thoughts
I personally believe in my own theory that people in this world exist because this society, every living thing in this world needs a hand of help to survive, to progress, to live. Now by ‘to live’, I don’t mean to live happily but just to live. I personally prefer to be alone than… Read More Life of expectations…
I always wonder how much our own shadow matter to us ? Does it matter as much as our loved ones matter to us ? A shadow that you see from your peripheral vision ! A forgotten face ? with no name , no identity, just a blurred stranger behind your own … I don’t… Read More Shadows of life…
Sometimes while I’m walking down the road and the person walking in front of me looks at me and passes by, seems like I know whats going to happen next, might not be the whole future but at least few seconds before… Seems like that person was expected to pass by. he would have… Read More Choices…People and Thoughts
I think I have recently found one more tense in English grammar . “Past imperfect tense”. A tense in which your wrong judgments in the past affect you in the present… just like this picture…something like just one wrong color ( decision in this case) in whole picture looks bad… I think Google should add its… Read More Recent discovery …
Have you ever had that feeling of losing your loved ones? Your daughter goes to some function, saying Good bye to you and although she says good bye, you still care a lot about her thinking of 100 different things… Will she be okay? Will she become late? Will she eat enough in the… Read More Fear of loss…
Sometimes while I write code, all those syntaxes, those virtual rules which only processor of my laptop understands, those individual characters just start jamming my head… I look at that 1000’s lines of code and the control of a program being switched back and forth by rules… I can just press one key and run… Read More Fear of the mind …
I don’t mean my past was bad but as I grow on, I start realizing how my past has been shaping my future.Things, moments which felt offensive, happy, right, wrong those days, now I realize why those were correct to shape my better future… I remember those days, where me being silent, my friends used… Read More The past…
We learn by observing the world. Even just after few days of our birth, we look at how people smile and we try to mimic it. Sometimes I wonder if there’s no god, who would be controlling all this ? I just keep observing people and wonder how this world, each and every activity of… Read More Secret to our habit of sharing moments of sorrow?
In this modern age of improved, relaxed life with technologies advancing each day, lot of countries still have lotteries method going on which kind of let’s people expect to suddenly acquire some big fortune in terms of money or something else. The poor villagers are more keen to have lotteries. What they don’t realize (… Read More Lottery of life
One of a little babies of our neighbors came to me said, Mukesh, that puppies’ life is so awesome no? No work, No tensions and most important…No relations and full day sleep with quiet lesser efforts than us.… Read More Life of Riley
Have you ever seen a snowball running down the hill ? You should watch that … As it goes along the way , it picks up more and more snow, increases its size thereby increases its mass and thus momentum and gets more speed… This things is called “Snowball effect” which is any process that… Read More Which type of Person you are ?
Have you ever gone through a situation where you really get scared with those emotions of regret, love, sadness at the same time careful/carelessness playing together on your mind ? All trying to hold onto you? Tell me one moment of happiness or sadness which really made all your thoughts and worries go off !!!You… Read More Believe me! Your emotions destroy you…
I always have been thinking about whether I should learn just one programming language or learn whatever comes to me . It has always been an unanswered problem for me. I asked this to one of the professors in university. He answered it in a way that made me to think and write this article… Read More Update Yourself now !!!
I talked to one of my friend and didn’t with other because he was given a homework to do and I thought he must be busy while he was not..one became angry at me and other became happy that I talked with him. Did I make mistake?..Decisions… You don not know from where do those… Read More Do we really make mistakes?
You know why bad things happen to Good people? because there are just too many bad people out there !!! Not necessarily be true… I don’t personally think that there’s anything as Good or Bad. Its we people who decide it. If you like someone, he/she is good for you else you don’t even dare… Read More Bad people…
Daughter is considered to be father’s second love. I strongly believe it in the sense that you occupy not only the first but all the stages of love in the drawers of love in my life. I know how much you mean to me…… Read More A page from father’s dairy…
Momentary happiness might not mean much sir, it just seems to be healing those cracks inside… Although I have adjustments to fight in the dark, It still cracks.because I’m used to fighting such cracks sir. because these weapons tears and whimper doesn’t work anymore… Sir, you will say, all these are just loopholes, but wait..… Read More Silent mind…
Those of you who don’t know the term “Machine Learning”, “Machine learning is a set of algorithms that are given some data as an input, those algorithms learn it, teach themselves and use that intelligence for different things”. It’s something we call “Artificial intelligence”. I have been doing some Machine Learning stuff at my office… Read More Teaching machines to understand…is it that simple?
Heart…”a hollow muscular organ that pumps the blood through the circulatory system by rhythmic contraction and dilation. In vertebrates there may be up to four chambers (as in humans), with two atria and two ventricles.” . I asked Google and this is what Google came up with. Oh … is it ? Oh man !!!… Read More Heart…
Recently got chance to work with some Machine Learning stuff. Writing codes that learns things by themselves. You don’t need to code explicit instructions for them to do their work. It’s like teaching small child to walk. You don’t really tell him how to lift up next foot and step up properly, you just support… Read More Is our brain really smart? contradiction to one of my articles…
Every time something hurts, every time I see a girl crying, every time I see father in tension, I have to convince my childish, emotional, mad mind… Every time I see something hurting, I have to ask my mind the reason behind its sadness, behind its cry, behind its hurt by that incidence… I have… Read More Emotional mind…
Because I think, growth isn’t possible without compromises, sacrifices in terms of time, money, stress, friends and all forms of it.… Read More Random World…
Everyday I come back to room, I feel so happy and excited…not just because i’m back at home but because I get time to speak with few of my friends …it’s our time to speaks as much as we want… Sometimes I go sad for something, My mind wants to listen songs to get away… Read More Are you sad today ?
Sometimes I look around and wonder about my relations with people…
I go on thinking about the way we met, the first introduction…
Just one reply to one of my posts by one of readers, our conversation continues on the topic, we talk a bit over People and their Thoughts and that reader becomes one of my best friends ever…… Read More Relationships with People…
Are we really progressing as a human? : Thoughts on strange scenario yesterday…… Read More Are we really progressing as a human? : Thoughts on unusual but surprising scenario yesterday…
Yesterday night, I was on the terrace for a while. I had no one to talk. It was just me on the terrace,waiting for someone to message me to ping me back as usual..I knew, my friends have gone to home and they could be little bit busy or somehow they won’t be able to talk…It was fine. actually I convinced myself that its fine..I’m so used to daily conversations…it wasn’t fine inside.… Read More A glance at life till date…
Sometimes while looking at the screen of my mobile, my PC, we think wisdom comes with the age…but don’t you think ,its correct?
I asked this to many people and lot of them answered, “I don’t think this is true anymore with this vast era of information being spread over the internet daily…everything being shared by people …I think today, even 5 years baby knows how to operate a computer.”… Read More Being Human …
Today I was seating in a library, and I saw two friends. One of them was reading something and other was interrupting her by saying that we should go outside and have some break. But first one refused to go out, and continued with her reading. Then other one went somewhere (well, I don’t know exactly where she had gone). Then again after some time other one came back and peeped into her friend’s book. Then she also start reading.… Read More Copying machines…
I like to see people who believe that their life is driven by their luck, or their life is controlled by some forces of Nature.… Read More What matters in life?
I was on the terrace last night and there was one of my other friends talking over the call saying,”Oh friend, I respect your work and I really wanted to do my best but I was feeling sleepy last night , so I slept and in the morning, I had to go to office so I went and thus couldn’t complete your work..”… Read More Ignorance…
Every time I go happy with my decisions, every time I enjoy my day, every time I see baby smiling with my childish talk with it, as if it understood what I was talking about … “Human brain” is a thing that interests me in such situations with all its complicated decisions, emotional/chemical balances, different… Read More Nature is perfect …
Sometimes when I walk alone down the road, seems like all these people around me, my friends, my students, my loved ones, strangers…everything is just fake. Those are not real … Seems like everyone in front of me is there just to let me feel my existence. Seems like every movement on earth except me, is already… Read More Sometimes…
I’m sure her breathing would have stooped for a while, she literally went red when her laptop slipped from her hand, right onto the ground and at the last moment before touching the ground, she caught it back, she looked like she has paused even her breathing to achieve it…She was literally vibrating because she… Read More Key to love yourself…
I was going through my Facebook timeline and read this quote which made me to really think on this … “Never make people so comfortable in life that one day they cheat you and leave comfortably…” read it once more slowly… You know, you should deeply understand and convince yourself that no one in this… Read More Don’t make people comfortable enough in life…
Everyday after going through my whole day, when it comes to go onto the terrace and give some time for myself..just 10 minutes alone at night… in the silence with the dark around , pausing every thought for a minute…It looks like I’m not me. It looks like there is no such thing… Read More What do you think who you are ???
No one knows whats going to happen next…not on the next day but not even a next second.We still set our alarm and expect to get up safe tomorrow…Thats what a hope is ! Its the property that every living creature on earth has got.Saying it a property won’t really define it best..it should… Read More Hope is everything…
I’ve always been curious about how our brain works and I always go on observing people and their reaction, emotions etc…I observe babies, I observe people, I observe everyone trying to find out how our brain would be taking the decisions we take… When I used to be in hostel during my Masters, one… Read More Why every person on earth is different
Do you like to be alone ? or you love surrounded by people you love ? How do people treat you ? I’m not talking about those crazy friends who can’t see you alone, they fight, they love, they are naughty… I’m talking about those people who are around you as a society… Read More What defines us?
I personally don’t like to denounce someone else for something which I can’t do. I don’t understand how could someone else be responsible for things that happen in your life? Its your life, everything that happens in it is just because you lack somewhere or you are unable to achieve it !!! Its equally true… Read More Why do we point finger at others?
Have you ever gone into this 2-3 seconds state where somethings happens and we try to roll back into past and think ,”The exact same situation has happened someday in my past?”…May be “You are walking on the road and the person behind you asks you time, you respond him”….the environment there, the baby… Read More Are we real ?
