Did you ever feel the same ?

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I looked down..down on the floor…its solid floor !! Some dust on it, looked back at myself !!!

You know, sometimes I really can’t figure out the difference between physical me and the psychological me inside me…I mean have a look at this picture above..Isn’t it disturbing?

Right now you are breathing…how do you define/visualize the live person inside of you? The actual soul that drives your body? How do you see it ?

I look at others and wonder if they would really be able to feel the same about themselves? or it’s just me?

Recently one of the scenarios allowed me to really differentiate between my body and my soul..It almost made me feel those as two different things..

I would have to be clear that I strongly recommend you not to try this..I won’t take any responsibility against this if something goes wrong…

Anyways, So that afternoon, I was cutting up my nails, and there’s this new skin coming below the old nails..

accidentally I cut one of those nails closer than I should and this exposed the skin below..

The exposed skin being incomplete, underdeveloped, started hurting me with every wrong touch to it…

Every-time it hurt me, the pain wasn’t from the brain..It was right from the soul and my crazy mind noticed that quite instantly…

Believe me or not, that hurt has direct connection with my soul and thus to feel it more strongly, I tried to abruptly snatch it…

I swear, it literally separated me from my soul. For an instance, I felt that inner person crying with pain …

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I never tried that again because it really was very disturbing but was okay to feel, understand, contact my own existence which was always making me doubt about my presence on this earth …

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This might make your question about me and my mental health but don’t worry, I’m just fine. It was an accident and wasn’t intentional !

 

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2 thoughts on “Did you ever feel the same ?

  1. Exactly…I feel same sometimes…something hurt us and pain comes right from the soul for a instance.

    On Mon, Feb 5, 2018 at 3:22 PM, People and Thoughts wrote:

    > Mukesh Jadhav posted: ” I looked down..down on the floor…its solid floor > !! Some dust on it, looked back at myself !!! You know, sometimes I really > can’t figure out the difference between physical me and the psychological > me inside me…I mean have a look at this picture ab” >

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  2. Yes, it’s that pain which has direct contact with us and It’s always the bad times, the pains and the hurts that make you who you are and not the other scenarios in life. At times, not even Happiness can do it. Not a madness but it has always been my attempt to somehow try to understand myself at soul level, something that would differentiate me from my body or visuals..
    I spend my hour on this…
    Anyways, Thank you so much Sonali for sharing your thoughts too. It would be my absolute pleasure to let you write few articles over “People and Thoughts” in case you wanted to write and present yourself to the world.

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